TJ I miss you more than anything. But you seem to not care about me anymore. And that’s okay. Because what am I going to do to fix it? Nothing. You’re the only one that can change how we are because you caused it. There’s just a little part of me that thinks that you miss me too. And it hurts. A lot. I love you and I’ll probably never stop because you were the first to make me feel like a princess. Like I was special. You were there when I needed you, but now I need you because of what you did, not what Mom did. I hope you’re doing well.

You know leaving me alone is dangerous so why are you doing it…

All I wanted was you to hold me while I cried. But I didn’t get that. Because you don’t feel the way you used to, do you?